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Jul. 1st, 2025 01:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Well, at least now I know how to fix this thing. :V
Speaking of writing, signups for
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I've participated in it a few times before and always found it good fun. The July signup + September deadline + minimum wordcount has done wonders for getting me to tackle ideas longer than my usual and finish things that have languished in my WIP folder for years.
FAKE Triple Drabble: Magnetism
Jul. 1st, 2025 06:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Title: Magnetism
Fandom: FAKE
Author:
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Characters: Ryo, Dee.
Rating: PG
Setting: Vol 7, Act 19.
Summary: Ryo has felt drawn to Dee from the day they met.
Written Using: The dw100 prompt ‘Magnet’.
Disclaimer: I don’t own FAKE, or the characters. They belong to the wonderful Sanami Matoh.
A/N: Triple drabble.
Doctor Who Drabble: The Ideal Snack
Jul. 1st, 2025 06:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Title: The Ideal Snack
Author:
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Characters: Sarah Jane Smith, Fourth Doctor.
Rating: G
Written For: Challenge 936: ‘Jelly Babies’ at
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Spoilers: Nada.
Summary: What is it about Jelly Babies?
Disclaimer: I don’t own Doctor Who, or the characters.
Double Drabble: Historical Visit
Jul. 1st, 2025 06:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Title: Historical Visit
Author:
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Characters: Jack, Ianto, the Doctor.
Rating: PG
Written For: Challenge 872: History at
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Spoilers: Nada.
Summary: The Doctor has offered to take Ianto and Jack on a trip into history, but where to choose?
Disclaimer: I don’t own Torchwood, or the characters.
A/N: Double drabble.
"Drabble: Anti-Brooklynians." (Captain America) G
Jul. 1st, 2025 11:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Title: Drabble: Anti-Brooklynians.
Author:
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Fandom: Captain America
Rating: G
Archives: Archive Of Our Own, SquidgeWorld
Summary: Aliens wrote Shakespeare, the Earl of Oxford built the pyramids, and Steve Rogers was never Captain America.
( I started this in 2019 and then ignored it every time I saw it instead of getting it to fit wordcount )
Happy Canada Day!
Jul. 1st, 2025 11:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

Crafting Update, May and June 2025
Jul. 1st, 2025 10:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
(Some folks around Dreamwidth know what the secret project is; I'm keeping it secret HERE though so if you comment here, please don't give it away? Thanks!)
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[Image Description: A pivot table, showing I crafted for 40 hours in May and over 32 hours in June on four projects.]
I had hoped to finish several projects in June, not only the secret one. I did manage to finish the Capybara. It's pretty big! And it was for a Nerdopolis challenge. The theme was "Rodents", and of course I chose a Capybara because there is a capybara mount in Final Fantasy XIV, so perfect nerd cred tie-in.

[Image description: a stuffed crocheted capybara, done in the African Flower technique. It is made up of different shaped motifs crocheted together. It is largely a light brown in color with creamy white on its neck, belly, and rump.]
The Mosaic Cardi is still in process. I'm on the right front now. It's kinda a weird construction, not one I have encountered before, and I can't say I'm really enjoying it because long rows of HDC are (a) LONG, (b) boring. Can't wait until I get to the mosaic part.
The Sophie Scarf was supposed to be done this month for another Nerdopolis challenge. The theme was "How do the fine folks in your Nerdery travel?" and of course I chose the chocobo, so the scarf is yellow in color. I just, you know, ran out of time. I might finish it this month, we'll see.
the extroverts were right
Jul. 1st, 2025 12:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
And he said close enough and gave me the student ticket rate.
Ten Arguments for Deleting Your Social Media Accounts Right Now
Jun. 30th, 2025 06:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Review
I briefly mentioned this in my 2024 reading roundup; I really liked it! The narrator for the audiobook also did a fantastic job-- I'm not sure how much of a difference that made, but I can at least imagine reading the book in written form and liking it less than the audiobook version, since I think the narrator really sells some of the turns of phrase. In any case, this was a pleasant listening experience for me, someone that's already a full on social media hater and has an axe to grind about it.
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The Arguments
Before getting into the arguments, I want to share the author's note from the introduction, dated March 2018:
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You are losing your free will.
Basically, social media is (1) designed to manipulate you and (2) addictive. You spend increasing amount of time glued to your screen, actively consuming material meant to direct your behavior (usually into buying things) and/or giving your information to the platform to help them present the material that will direct your behavior. Weird and bad.
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Quitting social media is the most finely targeted way to resist the insanity of our times.
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Social media is making you into an asshole.
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Social media is undermining truth.
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Social media is making what you say meaningless.
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Social media is destroying your capacity for empathy.
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Social media is making you unhappy.
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Social media doesn't want you to have economic dignity.
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Social media is making politics impossible.
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Social media hates your soul.
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Final Thoughts
( cut for length and tbh I think I repeat myself a fair amount )
*finally finishes this post several months after starting it*
Success on cooking a new dish!
Jun. 30th, 2025 12:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I made some adjustments, as usual. I used boneless skinless chicken thighs instead of breasts & I used applesauce instead of sliced apple. I also used American style red pepper flakes instead of Korean since that is what I had at home. For the garlic green beans I used frozen instead of fresh and I thawed/cooked them very briefly in the microwave before adding them to the cooked garlic and oil in the hot pan. You finish it with sesame oil, off the heat which was the main difference from how I normally make garlic green beans.
I served them together over rice in a bowl and they were good. Next time I make this I will make enough for leftovers & used sliced apple. If you want to try out Korean home cooking Maangchi has been making YouTube videos for years. She is a Korean immigration who lives in NYC(I think) so she has knowledge of traditional Korean cooking & how to adapt it to available ingredients in the US.
BtVS Fic: Infected
Jun. 30th, 2025 06:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Title: Infected
Fandom: BtVS
Author:
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Characters: Buffy, Giles, Scoobies, Angel.
Rating: PG
Word Count: 1112
Spoilers: Earshot.
Summary: Slaying a demon leaves Buffy with an exciting new power that ends up being more of a curse.
Written For: Prompt 180 – Eavesdropping at
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Disclaimer: I don’t own BTVS, or the characters.
Ficlet: Another Fine Mess
Jun. 30th, 2025 06:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Title: Another Fine Mess
Author:
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Characters: Ianto, Jack, Team.
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 667
Spoilers: Nada.
Summary: Ianto hadn’t been gone long, but the team had still managed to cause chaos.
Written For:
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Disclaimer: I don’t own Torchwood, or the characters.
Weekend... listening post?
Jun. 30th, 2025 08:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I do not have solutions.
I do have this recommendation, which I have seen aggregate-classiified as both country and punk:
I saw, somewhere deep in the #proofofcat or #caturday feed on Bluesky, someone recommend this in response to a "look at my asshole cat who just waltzed back in after I've been putting up Lost Cat posters for days". The recommender was a friend of one of the band members, and apparently the song is about a prodigal cat.
I bought the whole album and am enjoying it.
So that's why men are like that these days...
Jun. 29th, 2025 10:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
So, while there's a lot of conspiracy theories about MH 370, primarily about UFOs or a secluded military base located in the Indian Ocean, this wasn't about that. It seemed like a normal video and nothing about it seemed outlandish at all. And somehow, in the middle of it all, I got this very, very strange advertisement about why I should stop looking at porn, and how it was degrading my masculinity, and how I should click here to find out why.
I don't watch a lot of YouTube. Most of the YouTube I watch is with my husband through the main TV in the living room, like, he'll put on a podcast about knitting or reading or every so often I'll put on a yoga video. Most of the ads are excessively normie, like, literally stuff one would expect on old-school television, ads about Michael's craft stores, eczema medications, athletic wear, et cetera. I barely use YouTube on my phone, and I think most of my watching has been... psychology and psychiatry topics? And even then, I had never seen an ad like this. So really the exact moment I step into a primarily men's interest, technical transit information, I start getting routed to some kind of alt-right garbage. Wow. Just wow. This explains so goddamn much.
Bicycling Science
Jun. 29th, 2025 11:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I got this book from the library and was not expecting how serious it would be... it's a lot of diagrams and hard math and physics explanations for how bicycles work. Seems pretty interesting but definitely not casual reading or close to a priority right now.
...Buuuut I did still skim through, particularly the section on the science of bicycle balancing, which was really the part I was most interested in. And it's interesting!! That and some of the information on relatives of the bike made me happy I got the book, even if I will return it not having read 99% of it.
Bike Relatives
There were tons of these actually but I'm just sharing the ones that tickled me most.
Sociable Monocycle
Behold:
Unfortunately, there was basically no information on this; the picture is shared without context, and the citation also seems to have no context. I couldn't find any information on it when I searched online either... I'm so curious if this was really a thing and if so, how many there were??
Quardacycle/Quadricycle
Apparently nowadays this is also getting applied to pseudo-cars like this, but it can refer to the equivalent of a bike but with 4 wheels. Here's one I found for sale. What the hell... I wanna ride in one!!!
Velomobile
Basically a bike or trike where the vehicle is encased so it's more car-like from the outside. Apparently this makes the vehicle more aerodynamic. Here's a top-tier video from 2011 where someone shows off his:
Bicycles: How Do They Work?
I've been repeatedly going like: "How the hell do people manage to ride bikes all the time and have it be second nature?? Shouldn't it be really hard to keep the bike balanced? But it seems everyone can do it, even tiny kids!" Obviously the human capacity to learn is amazing, but the bicycle has achieved a level of ubiquity that is unusual for vehicles.
There were three pages in the book that completely addressed this, in a section called "How Bicycles Balance." To quote a bit of it:
It was and often still is widely believed that the angular (gyroscopic) momentum of a bicycle's spinning wheels somehow supports it in the manner of a spinning top. This belief is absolutely inaccurate. [...] Locked steering on a forward-rolling bicycle does not permit any wheel reorientation, and the bicycle will fall over exactly like a bicycle at rest, no matter how fast it travels or how much mass is in the wheels.[...] Still, there is an extremely interesting gyroscopic aspect to bicycle balance: the angular momentum of a bicycle's front wheel urges it to steer (i.e., to precess) toward the side on which the bicycle leans, as can be demonstrated by lifting a bicycle off the ground, spinning the front wheel, and briefly tilting the frame. In other words, the gyroscopic action of the front wheel is one part of a system that automatically assists the rider in balancing the bicycle. [...]
The basic means by which bicycles are balanced and controlled involves vehicle supports that travel only in the direction in which they are pointed [...] For this, at least one wheel must be steerable, usually the front one. This balancing-by-steering function can be performed not only by conventional large-diameter bicycle wheels [...] but also by small-diameter wheels, as on a foldable scooter, by skates on ice, by skis or runners on snow, and by fins or foils in water.
I ended up watching a video that goes over this, IMO extremely well and clearly:
(Honestly I think you can skip the first 4 minutes if you're impatient.)
Watching the bike ride by itself made me feel like... damn, what am I so nervous for?? Not only can 5 year olds ride bikes, bikes can ride with nobody on them at all! All I gotta do is get it going and then sit there!
Interesting to me about all this (expressed in both the book and video) is that research into bicycle physics is ongoing, and previously it seems even scientists thought gyroscopic action was "essential", only to have this be disproven in 1970. I usually think of inventions as something that you make after you come up with a very clear idea in which you know how all the pieces work... I forgot that people can just make whatever, tweak it and iterate on it, and then be surprised at how well it works. And yeah, the design of the bicycle is just incredible!!
I'll end with a paragraph from the intro to the "Steering, Balancing, and Stability" chapter that made me chuckle:
The most visible wonder in balancing a bicycle is that the bicycle can be balanced on just two points of support. Indeed, above a minimum speed, it appears impossible to fall down even if one were to try! This is of course not so; it would be easy to crash a fast-moving bicycle, but riders obey an unconscious compulsion not to do so.
Holy what the fuck
Jun. 30th, 2025 11:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I don’t follow Jay Hulme. But I did see something a few years back about him scaling back online due to some kind of harassment.
Well, now the BBC’s religion editor has run a long story about it.
I also did my periodic check over Jay's social media, because while I do not follow because I might be an Anglican-watcher I don't need THAT much waxing lyrical about queer-affirming church in my regular feed, I do find some of his work and/or hot takes cool or interesting.
I particularly enjoyed A post with five years of photos of Leicester Cathedral renovations in progress. As well as being cool because Jay got access to, eg, the internal scaffolding, so there's at-level photos of the clerestory and close ups of some delightful grotesques, it involves this sentence:
And so, unable to resist, I reached out my arm, and in that dusty room, hidden away above the Cathedral, I touched Sir Ian McKellen’s left nipple.
vital functions
Jun. 29th, 2025 08:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Reading. ( Scalzi, Wells, Gordon + Ziv, Burch + Penman, McMillan-Webster )
I have also done a bunch of variably directed online reading about models and theories of pain, and will happily recommend the British Psychological Society's Story of pain should this be relevant to your interests!
Writing. I am several thousand words and 18 (of 52) questions into the consultation on the EHRC Code of Practice consultation. The deadline is in a little under 24 hours. Approximately two thirds of the questions appear to be very simple and straightforward tickboxes. I am not super enjoying the free-text responses, and especially did not enjoy that despite the total lack of any indicator of a word limit there is in fact a word limit and it's 1000 words. I discovered this having written 2511 of the damn things.
More cheerfully I am also, as mentioned, enjoying playing with my pens for the purposes of notes about pain. I am increasingly convinced (cannot remember if I mentioned?) that I have Solved the Problem of one of my fancy pens having an unwelcome tendency to dry up when looked at funny, via the method of "giving the cap a bonus little wiggle once it's on". (It's the Visconti Homo Sapiens Bronze Age which, second hand, was a PhD completion present from A, because -- for those of you who aren't massive fountain pen nerds -- it's made out of a resin that's got crushed Etna basalt mixed in with it; I spent a while going "is it just because red-family inks are typically quite dry???" but nope, the effectiveness of the extra little wiggle suggests quite strongly that the spring for the inner cap isn't quiiite activating when I'd ideally like it to. This isn't necessarily a huge surprise given how sticky it was when I first got the pen, but it still took me... a while... to catch on.
Watching. Up to date with Murderbot. Remain grumbly about Decisions including "how little time the poor thing spends with its helmet up" and "how bad people are at poly" and also, fundamentally, the word "throuple" (I AM TOO OLD AND CRANKY FOR THIS NONSENSE, APPARENTLY), but am also mildly peeved that we've run out of episodes.
Listening. An Indelicates gig, which I almost could not make myself leave the house for but was very very glad I did. Not having yet managed to scrape together the brain to listen to Avenue QAnon significantly increased the proportion of new-to-me songs!
Cooking. Bread? Bread.
Eating. The branch of Tonkotsu a short way from the Indeligig venue turned out to have outside seating! And an updated menu since last time we made it to them, so we both delightedly consumed the chilli tofu ramen and also shared the cauliflower 'wings' and some edamame and the very pleasant yuzu lemonade and also also I tried A's Smoked Hibiscus Margarita and it was great. (I mildly regretted not being in fit state to actually want an entire cocktail of my own.)
Growing. I... harvested and processed 1.7 kg of redcurrants! And ate several handfuls of raspberries! Depending on how badly my neglect since Wednesday has damaged everything given The Heat there's at least as much again to come off the redcurrant bush, and the jostaberry and gooseberry were also both looking extremely promising. AND the second sowing of kohlrabi has started to come up.
Fleeting
Jun. 29th, 2025 01:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Mom fell and broke her ankle April 22. This is my first full weekend in my apartment since. It feels so soon, and also, I can't remember my last weekend here.
She's doing brilliantly, has been discharged from pt and just needs to be careful and not overdo it for at least the next three months. Which is something she will absolutely try and do, or feel she needs to do.
I won't lie, it was rough. I spent basically 4 weeks there, except for two overnights, and then moved to 3 day weekends up there. It was exhausting and sometimes stressful, and I felt awful abandoning work so much. But I loved the extra time with my sweet puppy, and was glad to help mom, and was paid by the state for some of my hours caring for my brother. So I'm glad I was able to do it--and also glad that Dad is pushing off his other knee surgery until next year, ha.
My first night here, back in May, was stressful. I went straight to work, got home after 9pm, and left the next morning. It made me feel for a week that my space wasn't my space, and I didn't belong here. And it took me a long time to get used to the idea of what I usually do in my own space--reading, creating, writing, watching tv--and be able to do it. I'm back into the groove now, mostly.
I did have a nice birthday, and did get to see Thunderbolts with Unicorn, and did end up having to drive up that night instead of the next because they needed me. That was stressful, the quick change of plan, so I was more intentional about choosing to come home on a Friday instead of Saturday the next time it was a possibility. And it did happen, and I was ready for it.
Thunderbolts was AMAZING, a top five Marvel movie for me. I can't wait to watch it again on D+.
I bought myself a laptop, mostly for D&D that starts in August but also a little for the kidlit convention this fall, and because it would be nice to have on weekends/long weeks home. She's super cute and still getting decorated with the perfect stickers.
I finished both of the stories I wanted to in May, and have been steadily creating icons and graphics for fandom_empire. Some weeks are inspiring and some weeks I make crap. But I'm always making!
Yesterday, I read a big stack of Marvel comics and a new kids book, watched the first three episodes of Ironheart, Frozen the Broadway Musical, and the first season of Murder in a Small Town, and only the kids book disappointed. Today I've done some board and convention things, showered, did a face and body mask, and BLOGGED YAY.
I'm off Thursday and Friday for the holiday and because I work Saturday, and I am tempted to go home Wednesday afternoon until Thursday evening, and still get Friday and Sunday off. I know it will take a load off mom, and I do miss my puppy. Otherwise I won't see them until July 17, which is SUCH a long time after two months of constant visits.
July is Disability Pride Month and I will be super super busy at work with programs and the usual summer reading madness so maybe another set of two free days will help me relax. Especially since it's pretty likely they'd convince me to stay until Saturday morning and leave at 7:30am to get to work. (We don't drive on drinking holidays because my grandparents did and my step-grandmother was killed.) But puppy. So hmmmm.
The cleaning pro is coming Tuesday and it's been March since she was here. My goal was to get the Christmas tree down but honestly, I don't think I want to. I'm embarrassed, but I really like the light. So, well, I probably won't do that today. But I can still make some things, watch some things, and read some things.
Gratitute!
1. I am grateful I get to do impactful programs and displays to celebrate disabled people!
2. I am grateful for icon resource communities--I just downloaded dozens of new layers for the first time in at least two decades so my icons can get fresher.
3. I am grateful for my friends at work who supported me through the last two months.
4. I am grateful that my D&D adventure has an official start date!
5. I am grateful for my window a/c unit. We don't usually get into the 90s until late July, but we've had a week or two of them.